I'm Still Here.

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Dec 8
Did you know Koi fish can live to be up to 150 years old…?

Did you know Koi fish can live to be up to 150 years old…?

(Source: melhattie)

Dec 8

The dog days are over.

All the other boys, try to chase me.

It truly is amazing…

What music can do! It can influence everything!

I want to wipe out all the sad ideas that come to me when I am holding you.

I want to wipe out all the sad ideas that come to me when I am holding you.

They say you shine.

They say you shine.

You’re only as tall as you make yourself out to be.

You’re only as tall as you make yourself out to be.

Down to work I go.

Time to deal another poker game.

I really don’t know what to say.

So I’ll just start.

My mind feels so lost all the time now. I mean yeah sure, love is sacred or whatever but how does someone just randomly hate you after so much time…? So many memories? The pain it brings to my heart… I’m not sure how to feel anymore.

Music has been my only saving grace in this darkness. Everyone lets me down. I just have no desire to be around other human beings. It’s so frustrating, the things they do. The amount of… Animosity, I have for them. Ugly, stupid, nasty, selfish creatures.

I’m lonely. End of Story. I finally took off my engagement ring. He doesn’t want me. He doesn’t care about me. Yeah sure, it hurt for a little while. But I suppose it’s for the better. I just feel lost… Alone.

loving.

Kate Nash is my workforce Hero right now. <3 The Nicest Thing.